I just got the news that the lesions in my head are non malignant. "Yeah!" I'm thrilled. That it is possible for me to live with myeloma and not be symptomatic. I'm glad. What this thing did to me psychologically, it almost sent me over the edge. I had terrible thoughts and paranoia, was all about super healthy things and nothing else. What is even worse is, if your a former Medic you know just enough to scare the out of yourself. I realized that Vocational Rehab wanted to limit my possibilities for a medical occupation. So, I prove them wrong. I can handle stress just like the rest of them even better in some cases. I've handled so many traumas in my life time that the average person would have gone crazy by now. Hell, I might be crazy for all I know. But needless to say, I'm alive and living with benign tumors and that in itself is a miracle.
I just got the news that the lesions in my head are non malignant. "Yeah!" I'm thrilled. That it is possible for me to live with myeloma and not be symptomatic. I'm glad. What this thing did to me psychologically, it almost sent me over the edge. I had terrible thoughts and paranoia, was all about super healthy things and nothing else. What is even worse is, if your a former Medic you know just enough to scare the out of yourself. I realized that Vocational Rehab wanted to limit my possibilities for a medical occupation. So, I prove them wrong. I can handle stress just like the rest of them even better in some cases. I've handled so many traumas in my life time that the average person would have gone crazy by now. Hell, I might be crazy for all I know. But needless to say, I'm alive and living with benign tumors and that in itself is a miracle.
Well, I commend you and certainly wish you the best of luck. You seem so strong which is what you will need to be. I lost my husband to and it's been a hard road. But it's nice to hear some good positive news from someone with the devil desease. Hang in there=0)
Well, I commend you and certainly wish you the best of luck. You seem so strong which is what you will need to be. I lost my husband to and it's been a hard road. But it's nice to hear some good positive news from someone with the devil desease. Hang in there=0)
God Bless you and best of luck my brother has multiple myeloma an incurable (so they say) bone cancer. I will be heading up to NY within the next week of two for a stem cell transplant and I will stay and help him and his wife for the duration it is an ugly disease but we will beat it! Positive thoughts always. I wish you the best of luck give um hell girl! Strong women are beautiful!
God Bless you and best of luck my brother has multiple myeloma an incurable (so they say) bone cancer. I will be heading up to NY within the next week of two for a stem cell transplant and I will stay and help him and his wife for the duration it is an ugly disease but we will beat it! Positive thoughts always. I wish you the best of luck give um hell girl! Strong women are beautiful!
holy cow! first I read your first post then luckily I read this one before replying to your post, but still none the less, WOW! I'm so shocked! you have been blogging on and off on here for years so I feel like you are a big part of this community and thus you've got love and support! you are far from crazy from everything of yours that you have written that I have read... there may still be some crazy stuff out there that you have written that I haven't read yet ;) lol! who knows. still... stay safe, take deep breath. I know you are a strong woman! lots of well wishes!
holy cow! first I read your first post then luckily I read this one before replying to your post, but still none the less, WOW! I'm so shocked! you have been blogging on and off on here for years so I feel like you are a big part of this community and thus you've got love and support! you are far from crazy from everything of yours that you have written that I have read... there may still be some crazy stuff out there that you have written that I haven't read yet ;) lol! who knows. still... stay safe, take deep breath. I know you are a strong woman! lots of well wishes!
